In the
middle of the lush fields and summer green of Forest Hill, the desert can seem
a long way off. The closest desert, as far as I can tell, is somewhere out
west, Texas, maybe, or New Mexico or Colorado. Here it’s easy to forget what
deserts are like—or to pretend that they don’t exist.
The truth
is, deserts are a lot closer than we care to think. In fact, I imagine just
about all of us have been in some kind of a desert at some point: the desert of
loneliness, the desert of despair, the desert of depression, the desert of sin.
One of the scariest deserts to face is the food desert. Recently, the term
“food desert” has been used to name neighborhoods and towns that have no easy
access to food, or at least to good food, because grocery stores and other food
providers won’t set up shop. Often these food deserts are in urban areas like
Baltimore or Philadelphia. As close as these cities and their food deserts are,
they still seem a million miles from Forest Hill, a small town of a few
thousand people that has at least three large, well-stocked grocery stores, not
to mention produce stands and even farms. But food deserts aren’t just found in
the cities. Every time a person goes hungry, she finds herself in a food
desert. Every time someone must choose between paying the electric bill and
buying groceries, he finds himself in a food desert. Every time children arrive
at school without having breakfast, they and their families find themselves in
a food desert. Friends, we are surrounded by the desert.
In our
gospel lesson this morning, Jesus enters his own desert—well, wilderness,
really, not, strictly speaking, a desert. Jesus finds himself in the desert for
the same reason Moses enters the desert a thousand years earlier—he’s fleeing
from a Pharaoh. In Moses’ day, it was an actual Pharaoh, an iron-fisted ruler
who cruelly sought to destroy the Israelites. We’ll be hearing more about this
Pharaoh in just a few more weeks. In Jesus’ day, the “Pharaoh” is King Herod,
not an Egyptian but a puppet of the Roman Empire. In the passage just before
our gospel reading this morning, Pharaoh, I mean King Herod, has executed John
the Baptist. Jesus hears about John’s death and heads for the hills near the
Sea of Galilee.
Like Moses,
however, Jesus does not enter the desert alone. Oh, he means to. He’s escaping,
seeking some time to himself to recover from the news of the Baptist’s death.
But Israel follows Jesus into the wilderness as surely as they followed Moses
across the Red Sea, disrupting Jesus’ plans for some needed respite.
Jesus, of
course, does not send them away: he saw them “and he had compassion for them,”
Matthew tells us. Jesus doesn’t accept their presence reluctantly; he feels for
them. He loves them. He heals them. And then he feeds them.
This last part
is the part most of us probably know, the feeding of the 5000. The disciples
come to Jesus near the end of the day and say, “Jesus, it’s getting late. Send
them away; they need food. The roads aren’t safe at night.” The disciples
realize that they and the crowds are in the middle of a food desert.
Jesus says
to the disciples, “You give them something to eat.” You can imagine how the
disciples would have panicked—where could twelve men find food for 10, 15,
maybe even 20,000 people? After all, they are in the middle of a food desert. There’s nothing here. We have
nothing to offer them; only these five loaves of bread and two fish.
“It’s
enough,” Jesus says.
“Enough?
For 20,000 people?! It’s not even enough for us twelve!”
“Bring them
here to me.”
Last spring, when I learned that I
would be appointed to Centre, two things got me excited about serving here.
First, the District Superintendent told me that you have weekly communion. I
love that. I became a pastor so that I could preside at the Eucharist. Second,
the District Superintendent told me you had a food pantry. Feeding hungry
people is so important to the church’s witness and mission in the world. I’ve
been to the food pantry twice already, and I am so proud of how our church
dedicates a space in our community building to share food with people from our
community who are lost in food deserts. And it’s not just our own pantry. We
have members who serve those without homes at local shelters and who work with
Mason-Dixon Community Services. I’m excited about the ways we serve our
community.
Maybe you don’t see a connection
between celebrating communion every week and serving our hungry neighbors every
week, but I do. And so does Jesus. Look at what happens when the disciples give
him the five loaves and two fish: Jesus “looked up to heaven, and blessed and
broke the loaves and gave them to the disciples.” Sound familiar? It’s the same
thing Jesus does in the Upper Room. Matthew 26:26 reads, “Jesus took a loaf of
bread, and after blessing it he broke it, gave it to the disciples, and said,
‘Take, eat; this is my body.’”
It’s also the same thing that
happens every Sunday here at Centre: we offer to our Lord bread and the cup, we
give thanks, and we break the bread, trusting by faith that it somehow is Christ’s
body, broken for us. The bread for the 5,000 and the bread for Holy Communion
are united in Christ’s acts of thanksgiving and sacrifice.
The past few weeks we listened to
parables from Jesus about life in the garden. We heard about weeds and wheat, fields
and seeds, treasure and pearls. All of it leads up to the feeding of the 5000.
Matthew places this story just after these parables. It’s as if he—and, of
course, the Holy Spirit—was trying to tell us, “The bounty of God’s garden is
for the good of God’s people. God’s bounty is for the physical and spiritual
needs of his people. Feed on Christ in thanksgiving at his Supper; then, go and
feed his people, your neighbors. Offer to Christ what you have received from
God, and he will bless it and return it to you, for the sake of others.”
Two
weeks ago, at the pantry, our church served three families who found themselves
in food deserts. Last week we waited two hours, and nobody came by. If our
pantry only reached one family for the entire year, it would still be
worthwhile.
And yet I am haunted by Jesus’
words: “You give them something to eat.” Is God calling us to do even more with
our pantry? Is Jesus heading out into nearby deserts ahead of us? Do we feel
compelled to follow him? In our weekly communion service, where all who come
are fed, all receive the same thing, and all are given enough of what they
need, is God giving us a glimpse of his vision for this vital ministry?
Jesus had compassion for the crowd.
“He ordered the crowds to sit down on the grass. Taking up the five loaves and
the two fish, he looked up to heaven, and blessed and broke the loaves, and
gave them to the disciples, and the disciples gave them to the crowds. And all
ate and were filled; and they took up what was left over of the broken pieces,
twelve baskets full. And those who ate were about five thousand men, besides
women and children.” So may it be with us. Amen.
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